And back out the other side we come. Yesterday was frightfully awful. Hey, before I begin, let me just say to my pals thanks for the encouraging words, thanks for the concern AND please accept my apology if you did happened to see me on Wednesday or Friday nights.
So, back out the other side. I’ve always liked the number 9. At this point I am no longer angry and am looking forward to the week ahead. Lots of work to do to keep my mind off things. No plans, i.e. no Christmas Parties, or friendly get together that might end in debauchery… AND it’s a short week.
The X has told me that she will be out with friends Friday and Saturday, so I get to spend Christmas completely alone. Trust me I am looking forward to this. I think I might go get myself a German meal on Friday night, then maybe, just maybe try to get to Church on Saturday morning [imagine that]. I will definitely be indulging in very long solitary wander on Saturday. Weather.com tells me it’ll be above freezing, if that’s the case, NYC beware… I might make it to more places than Santa Clause did the night before.
So, yes, I am looking forward to Christmas… A Christmas with absolutely NO obligations what so ever. Just the way I like it.
Hey, maybe I’ll find God 
